I'll Be Waiting

Como é dificil encarar a realidade, e descobrir que mesmo se passando 4 anos o sentimento continua, a dor ainda existe, a saudades e falta ainda são tão vivas dentro de mim!!
O mais dificil é a aceita a realidade que existe hoje, o presente, no qual nao fazemos parte mais um da vida do outro, muito menos dos planos para o futuro..E descobrir que talvez não terá a 2º chance e que terei de me conformar e aprender de uma vez por todas a conviver com esses sentimentos, sem esperanças!!
A falta que voce me faz, e saber que nao vou encontrar ningm como vc, e nao vou sentir tudo que senti novamente por outra pessoa é o mais dificil de aceitar!!!
E como diz a musica, acredito que será sempre assim!!

I'll Be Waiting Lenny Kravitz
He broke your heart
He took your soul
You're hurt inside
Because there's a hole
You need some time
To be alone
Then you will find
What you always know
I'm the one who really loves you baby
I've been knocking at your door
As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I've seen you cry
Into the night
I feel your pain
Can I make it right?
I realized there's no end inside
Yet still I'll wait
For you to see the light
I'm the one who really loves you baby
I can't take it anymore
As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
You are my only one, I've ever known
That makes me feel this way
Couldn't on my own
I want to be with you until we're old
You have the love you need right in front of you
Please come home
As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there